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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

I am FAlling
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.Falling in love with this singer :
"Gabrielle"

Listening to her song this few days and I found that her voice have a healing effect. Well, I am not wounded but I feel somehow "hey, this song .... is wat I want to hear... " rite at the moment.
Blog more later

Over you
From the moment that we met
I knew that we would connect
Your eyes had told me that somehow we shared a history
Feeling fearless i took a chance
Couldn't let the moment pass
I felt that fate had played a hand
And brought you here to me
But happiness can be short-lived
And pain can bring you to your knees
(chorus: don't think
That i'll get over you
Don't know
If i can make it through
My darkest days without you in my life

And don't thinkThat i can face the pain
I'll never see you face again
I close my eyes and wonder when, will it ever end)
Got as close as we could be
Felt that you could see through me
You read my mind, you knew my life
Became a part of me
Took for granted precious times
Thought we had it on our side
By some cruel twist of fate
I had to watch you fade away..........

Isn't this song heart breaking ?
The lyric is so real. So understanding...
The vocal is Explosive powerful. A vocal that is uniquely hers . Signitured. (got tis word??)
Song is soulfully melodic.
The style is pop, soul and bit of country and a play around with a bit of R & B.

Another songs such as "In 10 years time", " Should I stay" and "Out of reach" is recommended.
"Should I stay " got me hooked initially but when I listen to others of her song. It is like wow.. she is just so capable to bring out the lives of each song well, not only for sad ballad.
A very outstanding and powerful soul Ballad!


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Saturday, November 27, 2004

Pimples ATTACK!
My face is now infested by 2 ultra mega-sized PIMPLE KING!
Nothing , absolutely nothing can made me more depress than P I M P L E .

>> In contradiction , I felt I am the most fortunate woman in the world rite now , coz I am now engaging in FOOD FEAST , I am able to eat the things I love....with no ZANDO or EXTREM attached!
OK, lets see wat I eat today :

2 bowl of musli cereal
Mom 's steam fish with a bowl of rice
3 Ferrero Rocher, yummy ... Chocolate specialities with creamy centre and whole Hazelnut!
2 bowls of Fish and celery porridge
1 ice kacang
1 piece of Walnut Cookies
Small bit of "Lian Ruo" Bread

here comes the pUke!------- one bowl of prescripted TCM!

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Superstar by Jamelia

People always talk about
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
all the things they're all about
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
write it on a piece of paper
got a feeling i'll see you later
[Bridge 1]
there's something 'bout this let's keep it moving
and if it's good let's just get something cooking
coz i really wanna rock with you
i'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(you do you do)
[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)
Baby take a look around
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
everybody's getting down
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
deal with all the problems later
(later)
Bad boys on their best behaviour
[Bridge 2]
there's something 'bout you let's keep it moving
and if it's good let's just get something cooking
coz i really wanna rock with you
i'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(you do you do)
[Chorus]
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)
I like the way you're moving
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
I just get into the groovin' thing
(you just make me wanna play)
if you just put pen to paper
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
got that feeling i'll see you later
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
Make your move
here.. we get a little closer
you.. rock it just like you're supposed to
and.. boy i aint got nothin' for ya
say.. you just make me wanna play
It makes me feel like this
don't know
gotta be gotta be a superstar
all eyes on you
(you just make me wanna play)
[Chorus x 2]
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)



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Friday, November 26, 2004

Wat I junkies I dunk into my universe -sized stomach Via Sweet toothy mouth route:

woo..

1) 2 confectionary breads --- tuna puff and curry bun .
2) 1 grapefruit
3)yong tau fu (2 bucks , one big bowl)
4) homemake barley drink (in house treat.keke)
5)1 chup chup sugar free lollipop
6) 3 Ang Ku cake.
7) tuna sandwich whipped with manoyonisise coating (spell ?)
8) one egg tart (yuck)
9) one bowl of home cooked herbal rice soup
10) 2 bowl of musli cereals with milk
11) one bowl of specially prescription TCM ( YUck Yack ...PUke! )


6th day in the act Complusive eating Disorder

Great discovery!
Hawker centre and food court and coffee shops near Biopolis ( at Ghim Moh) is superb good ?
They are great lobang... cheap cheap food that taste HEAVENLY . They offers wide variety and .......shurps .. Great service. $1.50 for mountainous amt vegetarian fried noodle with generous serving of side dishes. I hope u see that plain of overflowing side dishes (arn they going to lose profit?) at ZHEN JI vegetarian stall in the pasai . .
Lot lot to mention . Gosh! I lov eating. Ghim moh is a heavenly Paradise! Paradise of foods!
makansutra (food soul) at chomos building ... recommended ---ROTI PRATA!. Addictive!
I hate fast food and exp food court at hotspots and shopping centre . I rather eat my fruits.

i lov my job so much ......y?
All drugs come here and their fate lay on our hand.
WE ARE EMPLOYED TO be picky, IN DOSSIERS AND S*CR*W THE LEADING PHARMA LIKE p***** , gs* . (YES! great drugs company can gives lousy dossiers too) . ... How I wish I can slap those ppl on their face with the guideline on registration of new medicinal product which they can download from HSA websites . "Read this , POLISH up yr document and pass to us yr bin-belonging dossiers."
Thay are " ku doz"! (joked by my dear senior RTO today)

This week , I am assigned to handle the asthma drug case from this leading drug pharma..
the regulatory specialist delivered 64 drug dossiers for NDA-2 and NDA-3
(for new strength) , a innovative asthma drug proven to have a targeted site in the lung . reduce dramatically of their side effect.
I can say is that ,,,Wat is the use of quantity when quality is not there. ?
In the end , this particular drug had to be reject for verification route but to advice for abridged route.
Critical benchmark Assessment report is not there, and by submit a non-approval subject to " Huo Guo " , not under my eyes!
Singapore PI must tally with UK Approved Pi/SmPC/PIL. dosage , age -indication is different.. how can!
I am toking abt work, can't believe!
No No !
i am going to sleep.........................................................................................


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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Wat's in my stomach today :
vitasoy 100ml --- 30 kcal
4 slice of whole meal breads-----175 kcal
2 roti prata (plain)---400 kcal
1 bowl of Curry- gravied brown rice with home-cooked veg----215kcal
3 cappa green tea --- 0 cal
1 sugar free chup chup lollipop (bought 4, 2 shared with lynn and joice today! Yummy)--9 kcal
2 gummy bear (Thanks Joice) ---9 kcal
1 bowl of brown rice beverage this morning----90kcal

1 pastry cake 10 X 10 cm sized, tasted like mooncake. --200kcal
1 stalk of banana--80 kcal


Total kcal : 1208 kcal

Do I need this much? ! I barely move my hands today .....gosh!
Complusive eating disorder day 4




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Wat's in my stomach today :
vitasoy 100ml
4 slice of whole meal breads
2 roti prata (plain)
1 bowl of Curry- gravied brown rice with home-cooked veg
3 cappa green tea
1 sugar free chup chup lollipop (bought 4, 2 shared with lynn and joice today! Yummy)
2 gummy bear (Thanks Joice)
1 bowl of brown rice beverage this morning
1 pastry cake 10 X 10 cm sized, tasted like mooncake.
1 stalk of banana

Complusive eating disorder day 4




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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Catch a movie from Channel i "The Bridget Jones's Diary" last tuesday

I like the phrase when Bridget said(background voice) : (Mother comes to see her which she is really happy but on the other hand , she is going to catch Hugh Grant with a stick-bone American woman soon.

"It is a truth universally acknowledged that as soon as one part of your life starts looking up, another part falls to pieces."

Just that anticipating the Hair Show II - The Angels this coming saturday. I just received a call from my dear liping See (one of the model I know from the show) and said that the show will be cancel becoz our "ShowHead" , Sugi -San's wife had an car accident in America. !!!!
Argh..... Loving Sugi would adviced to cancel the show in case he Break Down during the show or ruin our haIR!
Must wait till next year !!! aRGH..
Liping sounds disappointed during the call, and Freaked out!

" A.. Siew Hui, the event cancel liao la! How lei!
wah ....just a few days more only u know, I have been waiting to have fun ! Argh, it's a pity , u know !!!! Tis hair show is going to be a big event u know , they have ...... PITY LEI !!!!! sob!!!!..blah "

She , too, had been anticipated and sleepless about the upcoming event .I got to consolt her!
HAiz...it just around the corner for this big event and accident just happen like this .
So unlucky.
I told her maybe is fated.
All thoughout the conversation , I felt no disappointment although I anticipates the show too so that I can earn more Bucks ! But...
" Huh, cancel liao? o..ok .. must wait for next Feb liao then can see u galz.....nvm it is fated"

alamak.. sianz liao, 2day had demostated other example in my life that life is unpredictable (especially for me ) , if there is gonna be a change, even fool-proof plans had to go.

In order to sound euthusiatic and understandable , Must force myself to sound disappointed , complete with chipped tone.
What i think is that .... will sugi's wife died? wah.....tubulence between a couple nv happens , we can't judge a people's true love.
Sugi must be a good husband.
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Eaten:

4 slice cheeses
5 slice of breads
1 bowl of fish porridge
1 grapefood whole
1 bowl of beancurd
2 cuppa of greentea
1 egg tart
1 sugary icey pastry cookies
1 bowl of rice with cabbage and egg
1 bowl of brown rice

compulsive eating disorder day 3 .
Aim...........
Determined to lose 9 pounds by end of dec .



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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Eaten :

Half bar of dark choc
3 bowl of fish porridge
2 pieces of breAD spread with butter
1 bowl of musli cereal topped up with 3 strawberry (Lov it love it ) poured with HL milk
mixed Sweets ($1.5/100g)
Mom cooking 's -- ! bowl of rice with seaweed soup and half of oyster egg
1/8 of Hawallian Pizza (Psycho by door to door sales)
1 cuppa of Green tea
plu... 7 cup of plain water

WHO SAY I AM LOSING weight ?

this is my least of daily serving..I eat that much! (by the way , I consider this ...less than normal)

Wah lau ...how To lose weight?

Jump to the weighing machine .... 60kg

Bulging tummy ? Yesss

Lose weight by alt diet ? Never coz cannot control , never , never ,never resist the tempting of the earthly 's foods



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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Recently listen to Beck's Sea Change .


The lst song struck into my ear as addictive `slacking ` blue meet grey `achingly`somber`gloomy in a dreamy`melancholy`on-the-verge-of-crying. : Sober lyrics but yet can't make u cry.

If i heard this song in the past, I sure to pass out. Now I begin to appreciate music more, ppl may think it is depressing, slow, boring adjective to describe and I think that most are missing the true beauty of this album!

It's music seem to hypotic my mind " relax ....relax ...relax..."

Best for chill out.

His album reallt inspired by Radiohead's OK Computer (ok, this album is shoicking good ok! I shall blog more abt this in the future) , this is the best album of the past 10 years.

Starting with the guitar strum on The Golden Age, the melody have no fixed and predictable rymthem (wrong spell again? did i tell u my brain degraded?)
Many musicians/producers/record companies today try to develop their image ---pretty face ? Oh , true music appreciator dun listen to the song by looking at the cover.

Hmm..Most of what I hear these days is reheated leftovers, branch from the same source that sure sells.
New innovation ---new faces? Tis is how money hungry record company wonk.

The term Sea Change is defined by Webster's Dictionary (thanks lot) as : "TRANSFORMATION"
This album is truely musical transformation indeed.
2day while I am at work..... the melody seem to pop by along my brain wave and I am like " I AM GOING TO HEAR THIS SONG AT ONCE WHEN I GO HOME!"

Now I am playing again and again.

selected song: Golden age, paper tiger, lonesome tears, I guess I'm doin fine
Beck's vocal is limited but he's one talented innovative chap.Have his own style of music...

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Beck - The Golden Age

From the album "Sea Change"
Put your hands on the wheel
Let the golden age begin
Let the window down
Feel the moonlight on your skin
Let the desert wind
Cool your aching head
Let the weight of the world
Drift away instead

These day I barely get by
I don't even try

It's a treacherous road
With a desolated view
There's distant lights
But here they're far and few
And the sun don't shine
Even when its day
You gotta drive all night
Just to feel like you're ok

These days I barely get by
I don't even try



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lalalalalalalalalalalalal!!!!

lalalalalalalalalalalalaal!!!

-_- Zzzzzz........


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Monday, November 15, 2004

One fine day, one week before the Immunology exam. Kelly and her's eh hump, bernice , guifeng and me decided to sit down in a particular food court in NYP. Not to eat...To study Immunology! Brain storming and digging the brain juice so to fig out on wat the hell ..... (BTW we almost become crazy) Clearly indimated by the lecture notes for that one particular module ...how to compound one whole junks of juicy information on the notes into easily -to-understand as A-B-C in a graphical detail? Hence , we draw out our so called " MASTERPIECE" in immunological "art". Confused with wat T-cell, wat B-cell, Wat MHC class?

Open our masterpiece that we had spent doing the whole afternoon and snap fingers!

Wat an afternoon not truly waste! Posted by Hello



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This is wat happen to your cell when Extracellular bacteria invaded to your body Posted by Hello


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B cell differenciation (spell?wrong! did I told u that my brain had degraded?!) to either plama cell or to memory cell. Posted by Hello



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This is initially wat happen to your immune cell when extracellular bacteria invaded your body Posted by Hello


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I am flabbergasted!

My dear jasmine wrote this in her friendster's profile!

About me "Punch Me!: Hee.. Just came back from Agnes party. I was bored at first cos my best pal Xin Hui is not around, but later it turn out quite fun. I was a bit lost on the bus to her house when I alight i saw Siew Hui. She coloured her hair and i almost couldn't reconise her. Funny thing is she stay opposite road only still can get lost. I saw Henry's kah kees too her party. This time round we did strike out a conversation on Leon and all you guys. Hee he we talking behind your back, but notting bad lah so dun worry. After tat it's KTV at Party world AGAIN. Notting much this weekend. 15/11"

Went to Agnes birthday party on 14/11/04. 21th liao, she look prettier and als0 become a busy woman liao!
Saw lots of friends that I had long time no see, like Yihui, beeling, Simin , hong shen, jasmine, kelly....And some of my dance society's friends
Toking about kelly !!! Fuming ! Wat can be more "........" when your friends keep on tackle you on " where yr boyfriend?" "Dun bluff..la" "later go and meet your boy boy huh. girlfriends dun care liao lor ?" "see your bf photo lei, dun bluff, got camera phone no pic no bluff"...blah blah , u know...



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Friday, November 12, 2004

The Perfect Fairytale. : If only every love story was so simple- you fall in love,
the person you like falls in love with you too,
one bad thing happens,
and you two end up living happily after. Posted by Hello



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Latest Announcment(wrong spelling)
It's missing friends 2day, rite now after I scanned though my pics that I had not been touched for a long period of time, wan to find back my past, it is barely half a year that I had graduated and I've lose in touch with myself. I need some real therapy for my "midst-welcome-to-the-real-working-world" symptom.

LOOK Below are some of the pics digged out ..Fond memories.

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Haven't been blogging much , simply because I feel intimidated when I face this empty white box. Words can't find their way out of my system. I am a broken machine.

And I am still suffering from green teA....caffine (green tea got caffine) overdose. The past few days have been hectic. Think of a few jobs handling at the same time.... I just can't take it .
I have never been consuming so much tea before. My brain function seems rather delayed.
maybe it's is becasue of the things I've manage to think and sort out.

Been a Workaholic is a double-edged sword. It can make u forget something that u wish to forget by making u occupy with things to do. And when u go home, all u wish to have at least a blissful 8 hours of sleep hopefully. Soon, all the bad things will fade without your concious-knowing. Forget and forgive make effortless---- because u can't be bothered.
Other edge of the sword is that... Not enough slEEP...yawn....lose touch with friends.....and yr brain got very stressed and confused where u think your brain started to degrade.ETC

Sori friends...Another emotional ride again. I am going to write some sad but inspiring stuff again.

I am in a inspirational mood now . (AGaiN?!)

The topic start with a thought of phase in my head , that is "It's so hard to want everything, but nothing at the same time."

I am embarking on the longest emotional vacation ever, I swear. I don't know when I will ever be able to be who I was, anymore.

If something comes back to my life where I thought there will never be a day like this, not in my wildest dream. Is it God's playing on me? Isn't it very funny? In life, something have expiry date. As a child, when something u wan it so badly and people just don't give it to u or u can't get it. U cry, u depress but somehow u get over it. Learn something from it. U will programme from it. One day, the thing that u had once desired long time ago comes back to u. Well, how to u FEEL? Well, of coz, it is nothing to u anymore....too late. U hope u can accept it but something tells u that ...... u have no desired feeling to that particular toy anymore, because u had moved on to the next best thing and this toy is just part of your bruise. Maybe there is ego. "Yo...Why I like to play barbie doll last time huh?" That particular wave of Nauseaness in regrets and uneasily comes back and haunt u again. Let me get some antidote ...hmm...If I relate this to my Immunology Lecture in my poly days ; The Memory B cells (REFER TO PICTURE ATTACH ABOVE) are formed specific to the antigen(s) ---An example of antigen is viruses etc.... encountered during the primary immune response and able to live for a long time, these cells can respond quickly upon second exposure to the antigen for which they are specific. Memory B-cell tells u " Hey it is that $%5676*^^!! virus again, anti-viral interferon secreted out and attack that subject. Tell me , how to u control it? (Hope I have not forgotten hohoho..) ----

Author Note:
B cells are lymphocytes. A lymphocyte is a type of white blood cell involved in the human body's immune system. There are two broad categories of lymphocytes, namely T cells and B cells. Lymphocytes play an important and integral part of the body's defenses. (specially
thanks to The FreeDictionary.com for recalling my Immunology lecture (oh-my god, dreadful good old days where I got to study the cycle of whatever cells do whatever things) by Anand K

Let's get to the main question.
Once lost, can the good old original feelings be bought back?

Unexpectancy become my most funniest word inset to my life's dictionary. It is playing around my life and if u hide in my toilet dressed up like a bloody evil ghost and attempt to give me a fright while I enter the dark toilet ------- I will react it with calmly, expressionless face. If I do react with a shock.....that will be a very delayed reaction and just wanting to give U FACE only ....

SOMETIMES you feel that everything is within your control, and that anything can happen and you will not be affected. Dealing won't be a problem- you are the puppeteer, and life's the joke you control.

Sometimes you feel that you can grasp hold of the last strands of the dream that you wished, were reality.

Life is a paradox itself.

It can be so simple, yet so complicated. The ironies are countless, and endless. People come and go and moving on, is the only way. Nothing is permanent, but change is. Change is the hardest thing to accept.

The past is nothing but an empty shell, the crust of an uneaten pie. It's the filling of the pie that matters, and that's going forward, NOT BACK.

Another thing is that, Taking things as they come, is what I am doing now. Somebody told me, that I can deal with walking out people's lives well, and that if they don't need me, I can learn to live without them. I surprise myself sometimes, with things like these. I just hope that I am as strong as I appear to be , because all I feel like , is a crushed porcelain figurine.(spell wrongly?)

Yes....
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine

Like a crushed porcelain figurine
Like a crushed porcelain figurine

Like a crushed porcelain figurine




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MA ya !!!!!!!! Look at our funny face from the hot scoaching (did I tell u that my brain had degraded )sun! A mad mad FULL- BLOWN ReDAng vacation trip ! with my angel and my dear dear dianah who have been with me for 8 to 9 years......One of my most fav memorable days indeed. We are the "Summer MO MO tea!" Let's sing " Gal at the opp look over here!...." Posted by Hello
MIss 'em Miss em Miss the cool blue water and golden FINE (tell u .. Really fine, all sand had standard diameter of 0.2mm ok) sand.




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Just a few months ago..... My graduation. Photo taken with PAuline (my angel ! ) and jimmy(one of my fav guitar kakis, a pro jazz guitar jam man!)  Posted by Hello


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O.. that is Kui Cheng a.k.a CK . From the buffet from "Zheng Fa , lobster bigger than small gal " to "yuki yaki jap style buffet". Hey, he cook for us ok ! He's a great cook cum server cum waiter cum ..... A great househusband for sure. Posted by Hello


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ivha cooking ...focusing...then ..." SHoot!"  Posted by Hello


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Dear ivha.... Say "Shiock!"  Posted by Hello


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Monday, November 08, 2004

歌曲:陪我看日出 歌手:蔡淳佳

雨的气息是回家的小路
路上有我追着你的脚步
脚下边保存着昨天的温度
你抱着我就像温暖的大树

雨下了走好路
这句话我记住
风再大吹不走嘱咐
雨过了就有路 像那年看日出

你牵着我穿过了雾
叫我看希望就在黑夜的尽处
哭过的眼看岁月更清楚
想一个人闪着泪光是一种幸福
又回到我离开家的小步
你送着我满天燕子都在飞舞

雨下了走好路
这句话我记住
风再大吹不走嘱咐
雨过了就有路
像那年看日出
你牵着我穿过了雾
叫我看希望就在黑夜的尽处
虽然一个人
我并不孤独
在心中你陪我看每一个日出


This is the song from her previous album, I heard it in the cab and wow..her voice gives a smoothing and peaceful effect, very consolting ....I try to find this song and at last I found it!
A very nice song....

他和她

他习惯把自己丢在热闹的场
他以为这样可以掩饰掉落寞
她喜欢往这个城市最安静角落走
担心脆弱被人识破
他和她住同一栋楼
遗憾的是爱擦肩而过
他们孤独时候都望著同一颗 星球
他和她都在城市飘流
遗憾的是心无缘邂逅
他们彼此适合却无奈的错过
在人群中掩没

他渴望能有人分享夜晚和失落
她最怕独自面对黄昏和脆弱
其实他们彼此距离才两三个窗
不同的心
一样寂寞


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Sunday, November 07, 2004

Look! How my pretty foot fit that pretty shoes?  Posted by Hello


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My light brown sweety X:odus shoes  Posted by Hello


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new balance hugger Posted by Hello


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new balance pant Posted by Hello


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new balance logo. Posted by Hello


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I am in an offensively good mood today! YAAAAhhhhoooo!
The good day start with a good morning going to a church service at Westley church.

The topic today is " I believe"

Indeed , it is the fear in us that hinder all aspect of success, it is the most effective and essential satan tool that all of human beings have. When we scared to been defeated and failures and rejection, fear infested in us......bit by bit and accumulate to a big crippled weakness. When I thought of it, the mastermind of all the things that crippled us is branched from fear. Fear stop us from doing a lot of things. We are actually capable to achieve a lot than we expect but when fear comes, we have not try doing the task , we have given it up already.

Don't be afraid If we say the Jesus's name, trust in HIM and he will come to help you, pulling u up from deepest n darkest tunnel which lead to the gate of burning hell with his hand of mercy. I learnt something from it and I always felt that everytimes I go to the church, my prayers is always answered, so as pauline too.

Later, going for a shopping spree and bought a lobang new balance sport jacket and and pant (this set cost less than 20 bucks, wat da? where I bought? last day liao , give up la!), kinda of cute and cool. My office is really bleeeeing cold. Hope that this work to give me some warm! ..... Later when I look around ....ha. ha . I saw another lobang. Pretty , sweet, elegant versatile shoes bought from E:xodus shop........... (less than 20 bucks too...)

I can't help to show off this pic I took ... but this is simple too cute not to blog!



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I am in A OFFENSIVELY GOOD MOOD TODAY......
After a church service with PAuline :) .
And the topic today is about "I Believe" Posted by Hellohttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v489/heckcare/DSCI0175.jpg" align="absMiddle" border="0" />


Anonymous scribbled this at 1:57 AM...

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Last Sunday, Evelyn (Yang pei Pei :P Hope that she dun read tis! ) Met up with me for a Good Nice dip!

Toking abt sales careerPropective... we are young and full of burst of energy ....and driven by motivation to earn more $$ and more $$. Hope for finanicial independence one day...
Still thinking .

we Are like the volcano ... we are still gathering more of the FRUSTRATION and IMPATIENCE for our work and WE will OUT BURST like AN VoloCANO Enruption ! MOney ... HEre I come !
Never think of this path of career but we shall see ...hehehehehe!




Anonymous scribbled this at 5:49 AM...

Monday, November 01, 2004

LOOK at my smiling face today


:) :) :)


Pauline just leave a msg for me ........

Hahah .... Well, hopefully soooo....so sweet!

My blog is like a restricted site, who come will get shoot!

as lonely as a desert, who read my blog , only a few ba? Who are they ? I dun know...

Must low profile ...........................

This morning , a person msg me that he said that misses somebody have no use ma.....

I replied

" Missing somebody shouldn't have any use at all. In fact, it is the most useless thing a human can do. It doesn't matter it have use at all. It also doesn't matter that somebody you missed, misses you too."


Anonymous scribbled this at 5:10 AM...

About me~

I'm who I am . As my Web add had said it all . Just Heck care. Becoz simply bor chup. In this world, ignorance is simply a bliss. Trust in instinct, Believe in omen. Can't be bother to correct the grammar/ vocabulary/ spelling/ structural in blog. CAn't be bothered to decorate, can't be bother bother bother.. Welcome to my Blog .

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